Ok, so I lied. Maybe I won't get to posting every. single. day...but a majority of the week isn't so bad. So...I don’t feel like working out today. I am feeling pretty ‘blah’ about the whole diet and exercise thing today. I slacked Friday all the way to this morning. Geez. What’s my deal? I think this is the funk I get into every time I try to get back in shape – I lose a little bit of weight to the point that I feel good about it. I think I am looking better, it’s noticeable, etc. and then I see myself in the mirror and am disgusted. Then I fall off the wagon, I get bummed and don’t care. Or, I feel like losing a pant size is decent enough that I can eat like crap for 3 whole days. How dumb on my part. So I’m back, ready to get the hitch back in my giddy up (is that how the saying goes?) and am working out today to get re-motivated. As much as I don’t really want to go, I KNOW it will make me feel better and if I keep putting it off I will be in the same downward spiral I was in a month ago. I was hoping I wouldn't be self-sabotaging myself I am scared I am heading in that direction, which is why I'm headed to the gym to clear my mind of all cookie-cake-ice cream-mashed potatoes & butter induced thoughts and focusing on being HEALTHY!!!
Weight Post:
I need to get a scale that works. And start weighing myself. And I should probably take some “before” photos to compare to eventually because I don’t plan on ever being this fat again.
Random Post:
I cannot decide on what to do with this mop on my head. Do I chop it off? Cut it? Dye it? I have a plethora of choices and can’t make up my mind.
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